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So I randoly decided to put some Dir en grey on my phone some of my classic fave songs just cause. And listening to it tonight.
OMG Love! I love Kyo's voice it's just so wash over you gorgeous. And Shinya's awesome drumming. And ah LOVE.
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[12 Oct 2008|12:06am] |
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You know your losing touch with j-rock/visual kei type bands when you can't tell if a singer/band person is a guy or a girl.
I think its a guy.
Ah the days I would have been confident in that statement.
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[31 Mar 2008|02:44pm] |
So I was downwstairs and I was talking to my mum. It was nothing bad.
Then my sister just sorta playfully swipes at me with wet paper towel and I tell her not to do that.
Mum backs me up to say not to do that but then she adds that i'm in a bitchy mood.
It was uncalled for.
Completely becuase I was not and I did nothing to deserve it.
I think she was joking but honestly she wonders why we get so upset and defensive when they say things but I did nothing to deserve that. It's not like I could say the same thing back, it's completetly unfair. If I had gotten visibly upset around her then she would have gotten frustrated because I got upset for what she felt was no reason.
When I just got called bitchy for no reason. Why is it okay for them to say things like that to me? Why can't they understand that it hurts to hear those things and of course it's going to make me upset?
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| Long time no update? |
[18 Feb 2008|10:54pm] |
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Bwa ha.
I've had a super great weekend.
Schools been good. I'm pretty much only at school with time in U-house in Wednesdays but it's kinda sad since I don't see everyone as much. But I mean it's also nice because I'm getting more days off.
I'm dating Josh! Super awesome Josh.
I got flowers on valentines day. Completly unexpected. I'm not that big on flowers but it was just a small bouquet, and there were some really pretty ones in it. They're dying already but oh well. It was a super surprise and I was definatly not expecting them so when I got them I felt very excited that he would do that for me to even go and have them delivered and getting my address. So it's definatly the thought that counted a lot. So that was just a really awesome start to my weekend.
Friday I was supposed to greyhound out but first the greyhound was an hour and a half late and then didn't even stop because no one was getting off at the abbotsford station! Mother was super nice and drove me into Surrey. So then after we got there then I was taken to the theater via bus and Josh and we saw Juno and it was awesome. Then he made me dinner and it was DELICIOUS. Super tasty. Yums. Plus candles and video game piano music lol because we're super geeks like that. We just talked for awhile and watched his screen saver which is fantastical. Pretty entertaining, it was just an awesome night.
Saturday we just pretty much spent all day watching Dead Like Me and other movies and hanging out, then Sunday same thing till I went home.
Super Happy Spoiled Jay weekend!
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[25 Nov 2007|10:26pm] |
Or perhaps it's just me whoes such a fucking retard that can't do anything right.
I go to my classes every day and I pay attention in class and everything that is said goes right over my head. People just seem to magically get assignments or know how to do research or tackle things while they intimidate me. I get frustrated. I get upset. I can't concentrate.
High School was hard enough, hell I struggled through elementary school! When do we get a break? Everything's go go go.
Oh but you can take a break from school? Take some time off?
Take some time off for a dead end job that'll lead me no where as I get farther behind and forget what little I do know about going to school? Brilliant idea! So that when I come back i'm even worse off then I am now? Why didn't I thtink of that before!
Nope! Gotta stay in school and careful, don't want to hang around too long or all your friends will graduate before you, take all the jobs, or go off to Saskatchewan and leave you behind because your dumb ass was too slow to do anything right!
But hey! When you finally do graduate you better hope you chose a job that needs you otherwise you spent all that time only to realize that your not needed! There are 50 million other teachers with higher gpa's and more experience and not so dumb that can do twice the job that you ever will!
Sucess! The Future is friendly!
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[24 Nov 2007|11:18pm] |
I'm bored.
I was supposed to drunk right now, but plans fell through.
I want this semester to be over.
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[15 Oct 2007|07:38pm] |
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I don't feel like doing homework/studying usually under the best of conditions...
So when I'm feeling down, or angry it really kills any intent I might have had to study.
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[11 Oct 2007|12:24am] |
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I hate math...
I hate that geography involveds math... I don't know what to do and I can't get help.
I don't like the lab class because I can't concentrate on my homework in that room and then I try and get help on wednesdays from Leanne but it doesn't always work and then I took a nap after class and then dad went to sleep.
So I can't get help and I'm worried I won't finish and and I just I just want to I wish I just understood the numbers but I don't and it doesn't work, and it's wrong and I don't know why.
I don't want to fail anymore, I want to do well I have to do well but it's hard and I don't know what to do.
I have two big midterms on the same day next week
I don't know how to study
English is hard for me I don't know how to interpret I can't remember all the stories I don't know whats important
Smart people make me feel stupid. I felt stupid in Elementary school, it was worse in high school so imagine how stupid I must feel now
I'm scared of big schools I'm scared of whats exected of me I'm scared I won't make it
Sometimes all I want to do is marry some rich guy and just be taken care of. I want to travel. I want to go to Europe. But that requires money and someone to go with.
My brain hurts. I don't think this Geography assignment is gonna be finished.
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[30 Sep 2007|10:49pm] |
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I am lying in bed crazing a cup of tea, and pickels. I think I shall go get them but felt like typing my LJ. Mostly because Brady posted. So once i'm done this I'm going to read his essay and be like woah, because I read the first little bit and was like, I want to concentrate more attention on this for him.
PS. I don't feel like reading "In the Skin of a Lion" but I am extremely curious if one would be able to find it online for free to read, because my teacher said you couldn't it's copyrighted.
Music is copyrighted? Just curious for proving wrongs sake, but I don't feel like searching myself.
Do people have more respect for books?
Also - Hail the Vice President Anime Club!
Your souls are mine.
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[05 Sep 2007|06:25pm] |
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Bad day.
You know, accidents I can understand.
But when you pretty much backhand someone in the nose, and tears come down their face from pain, it's custom to care more about what you just did to them.
It's also kinda nice if you would apologize.
Just a little reminder out there.
Because even if it's a light hit (which it wasn't) getting hit in the nose fucking hurts, really bad. So it's kinda nice when people show a little more concern other then "Oh nothings coming out, you'll be fine."
Plus I didn't get into math 105. Joy.
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[31 Jul 2007|12:24am] |
I am planning to break up with Dan, i hate him so much.
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[26 Jul 2007|09:19am] |
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Ummm. My boyfriend and I are apparently the hottest lesbians some guy has ever seen. Uh. Thanks?
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[02 Jul 2007|12:12am] |
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I'm really tired, but I stayed up to be able to talk to Dan tonight.
It doesn't take long for me to miss him after last seeing him.
so HAPPY SLIGHTLY BELATED CANADA DAY to all.
Particularly to mink. Because as we all know she is an honourary canadian.
Yay!
I'm sleepy. -_____0
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[10 Jun 2007|10:19pm] |
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Mittens was put to sleep on Saturday.
14 years... he was a good cat.
He will be missed.
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[29 May 2007|10:41am] |
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I enjoyed Pirates and anyone else who doesn't is welcome to their opinion. HOWEVER, I really don't need to listen to you list every reason why you hated it for over half a friggen hour.
Please don't feel the need to try and make me hate it like you do.
In other news I ordered some mooovies!!
1. What Dreams May Come
Which is a cool movie we watched in Media Arts back in Grade 12.
2. Solider
My aunt showed me this movie a long time ago. I liked it.
3. Minority Report
I'm not a fan of Tom Cruise but I like this movie. It's all Psychobabbles!
4. Buffy the Vampire Slayer
C'mon it's the original! This started it all. It's A-friggen Classic!
5. Dr. Strangelove or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
This was another awesome movie from Grade 12, except we watched this one for History at Mr. Wiebe's house. That was interesting.
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[08 May 2007|08:45pm] |
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I drove like a madwoman today, and dad says i'm getting better... hahaha wait, whats the break again? Eeep!
We shall see.
Yesterday was tons tons tons of fun.
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[08 May 2007|12:00am] |
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[01 May 2007|05:39pm] |
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My teeth hurt ;.;
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[30 Apr 2007|12:47pm] |
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I'm feeling kinda cranky.
Yesterday was alright, kinda dizzy randomly but otherwise my teeth weren't bothering me.
So I went out to Mark's house to shadowrun with Amanda, Nick, Dan and Mark.
Things are fine but my sister was annoying as always when driving me to a new place.
Honestly, tell me if this is not stupid.
Cat: Okay so where is it.
Jay: Clearbrook exit.
Cat: I don't know where that is, give me landmarks.
Jay: Uhh I don't know, there aren't any over there that I can think of.
Cat: Well try!
Jay: I don't know! What is a landmark for me probably won't be one for you! It's the clearbrook exit, after McCallum!
Cat: I don't know the exits!
Jay: It goes Whatcome, Sumas, McCallum, Clearbrook...
Cat: I don't know the exits!
(at this point i'm thinking: well you may not know them by name but you should know which one it is since I just listed them in order grr)
Cat: is it after the one where you worked.
Jay: Yes... that's McCallum...
Cat: THERE THAT'S A LANDMARK!!
wtf? And she says I'm bad at directions? Well excuse me... sorry I can't read a map of an area where i've never been before and not INSTANTLY know where we need to go.
Then we're driving and it's frankly really easy to get to mark's house. No one has had troubles before...
It's sunny I don't exactly know what left turn it is but I know it's peardonville but the sign is small and I did't read it in time I guess.
So we miss the left turn, and of course it's all my fault! I didn't read the sign fast enough, I didn't read the sign well enough. I don't know maybe i'm blind...
I wear glasses for a reason... oh wait Cat... SO DO YOU. Except wait, you never wear yours.
It just makes me angry because she rags on me for all this crap but hypocrit much. I can't stand it when she drives me new places because if I can't make her know the way like she knows the back of her hand by the time we leave the garage then I've failed. I'm horrible at directions. It's all my fault.
Lets make Jay miserable.
So yeah.
At Marks' house now. Generally having a good time but oh wait - my teeth which have been pretty much fine the last 2 days are now aching pretty painfully. Which was giving me a headache on top of that.
I ended up lying down and not being very socialble which was not fun. Although I was given ice cream with pills sprinkled on top... it was funny and so shady looking.
So very shady.
Later I had sharp stomach pains! Which was really really not fun. Got home about 3:00am had some Jello hoping the pain was from hunger then I crawled into bed not to emerge untill noon!
Then I wish I hadn't because my sister came downstairs and told me my mum was waiting up till 2am for me. I should have called.
Okay, you think after the 50th time of me not calling home that they would realize I'm having fun with my friends, I'm not thinking that my parents are waiting up for me again!
I have told them countless times, just call me. I have a cell phone. I'm obviously not calling home so please just call me!
But no, everything is my fault because I don't call home.
I'm not saying I shouldn't call home and let them know i'm okay. Yes, I probably should. But the thing is I don't remember too! My parents know this after so many times of me not calling, after many discussions ... they know this.
I'm just frustrated and still not feeling well. Grrr sad panda.
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| Wisdom Teeth Recovery 2007 |
[28 Apr 2007|01:06pm] |
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Wa haa yesterday I had Nick, Mark and Dan over to keep me company. We watched X2 and then The Italian Job.
Twas great fun. It's been nice having company while I'm recovering. Actually I think I haven't had a day where i've been alone since the 19th.
Wow!
I've been spoiled. Today I've been home alone all day and while it's nice, I miss having company. Not even my parents or sister are home right now.
I tried not being on T3's yesterday but it hurt so I'm back on them today...
People need to update more and talk to me on msn more lol. I'm recovering dammit you need to keep me not bored!
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